Hay Hay Hay...ITS MY BIRTHDAY!

sorry havent posted, ugh i swear i never have time
but anyway todays is my 20th bday
i am now vice president of the dub club, with rachelle as president haha
heres a video from corvette diner last nite

Bu bu bu bar-be-que and a wedding

been a minute a LONG minute so i guess ill give u a brief summary of this weekend
no use in goin as far back as a WHOLE week haha:

lets start wit friday
agh summer, your the best
and with summer comes barbecues!
smoke signal ent baaaby-eee
there was way more ppl there but...who wants random ppl they dont know in theyre pics?
maaaaaaaaan fun nite with my ladies
i love these girls to death!
what are your summer plans?




Next was my gorgeous Twins wedding (we were born on the same day)
im SSOOOO happy for her
got herself an airforce man
but shes leaving me and moving to washington so im gona miss her!
but if shes happy than im happy for her
her dress was amazing!

Ouchie

Today was a lovely day
besides the beautiful weather and gettin to sleep in
i went to lunch with my boo than to the mall
bought some new plugs one size up
SUPER CUTE brass knuckle ones
for those who dont know i went 14g, 8g, 2g...
dont ask how cuz it HURT
than came home, cleaned for a minute stretched my ears to a 0
than got a call from my cuzn to go with her to hollister
so back to the mall
than coldstone
and now im relaxin makn getn my bday plans 2gether
3 mor weeks! whoo hoo!

Get 'er Done

WOW this week is flying by!
we've been moving my whole department around at work, so since ive been keepinb busy the days go by so fast!
ive had so much on my mind latetly too
like my birthday (which is in 23 days) and other things
been jogging in the mornings
my legs are SO sore
but i feel great after so cant complain too much
hhmmm lets see wat else...
moms outta town for the weekend
i am SO desperate to get tatted its not even funny
probably on til may the way things are goin but ugh i NEED ink
well thats all for now
ta-ta

“What is drama but life with the dull bits cut out”

To see your drama clearly is to be liberated from it
its better to look back at my mistakes like "yeah, ive done it"
i see The drama as the looking-glass
in which i see the things i must get past
The real object of the drama is the exhibition
of the human character i must show submission
We respond to the drama in that extent to which
it corresponds to our dreamlife, like where it made its switch
from my dream to reality
i dont understand how it can be
so very evidently
and predominately
intertwined in my life like breathing
and eating and sleeping and believing
and keeping hope and faith and in return only receiving
let down and regret
but u can bet
im wiser now and ill no longer b grieving

Aim game

i always rite some off the top ish for my aim status'
its never pre-thought
its always spare of the moment random stuff
sometimes its not even something im feeling
but other times (mostly wen its about a boy) ...im low key feelin it =]

heres some stuff:

funny how easily it is 2 4get
the things that u promise and swear and bet
that you'll never ever do for sake of regret
u say that those things you never will let
happen or become but soon as you've begun
that sentence ur setting ur self up for horrible debt
I said I wood never, no never, no way
I swore that i woodnt, no matter wat they say
and here I am debating
and no one is relating
so now I feel like in the end ill have 2 pay


a thousand things on my mind, I just can't concentrate
im trying so hard to focus, but I simply can't think strate
I can't make a decision cuz everything I must debate
who knows where ill end up if I keep up @ this rate
im trying to keep hope in that lie we know as fate
I dnt know why I rely on something that sounds oh so great
we've all heard if it sounds too good to b true it must be
so if you have a sure fire plan A make a plan B
so here i am wishing id thought this previously

once I saw it I said "I just gota have it"
who knew it wood soon become a habit
now im wishin I just wooda left it alone
cuz now all my progress I have 2 postpone
and now that I have postponed my progression
im starting to go into a recession
I hav a confession,
not feeling "depression"
but wishing to lessen the lessons im learning
cuz I've learned by test and trial
and im not in denial
I realize my stripes I am earning



reality is I try to please all;
truth is I just can't do so
but if I cant let go
than I will ne-ver grow
& in my heart, trust I do know
the process is painful & so slow
seems like I traded it all for sorrow
that's now piercin my heart like an arrow
so ill cry u a river of tear flow
& sing u a sad song wen lifes low
like "doe re me fa so la tee doe"
-me


its fascinating
how one keeps procrastinating
stating they need time 2 breathe
like they suffocating
hyperventilating
not tryna b impatient but im sick of waiting
and debating whether or not to keep it pushin baby
u say u just cant relate
and now your talkn bout fate
and "give it some time 2 run its course"...psh its running late
wat ur saying sounds great
ur makn urself sound imaculate
but im startn 2 c in reality u just aint

If by chance you didnt catch it...

Devin Harris (New York Nets) in the game against the Philadelphia 76ers
47 feet? come on now and RITE on the horn
Luck shot? you decide
either way, that shot was...WOW

Lately

Lately i havent blogged...i know, forgive me
so lets catch up
havent been home (the reason i havent blogged)
lifes goin really good tho; work is...ok
im just tired of ugly guys messing up my work flow by spitn whack game
and the cute ones of course just giv u that smile
AGH like this guy yesterday!...nevermind
ANYWAY saw Madea goes to jail on sunday
it was good, plus i was with an old frend so it was even better
yesterday went to my cuzns house, planned somemore of my bday
shout out to Asong (check her blog she has this really siiiiiic post about this one website)
her kids are the freakn cutest ever!
Steven Jr and Zora
we had fun, especially cuz somehow steven always manages to wear my shoes around the house

Tag, your it

I was Tagged by Rai
so this is what im using RIGHT NOW but it changes occasionally

Shampoo: Garnier Fructis or Mane & Tail

Condtioner: Garnier Fructis or Mane and Tail

Styling products: Not too big on lots of pruducts, mousse and i use garnier fructis sleek and shine anti-humidity smoothing milk and proclaim serum

Shower Gel: Philosophy oatmeal

Body moisturizer: Bath and Body Works .

Deodorant: I like guys deodorant i think it smells sexy but i also use Suave

Fake Tan: haha yeah right

Cleanser: My aunt makes soaps and lotions so i use an oatmeal almond bar she made me

Eye makeup remover: Baby wipes are the best, but i usually just use my face soap

Exfoliator: St. Ives Apricot Scrub but my face bar exfoliates too

Primer: none

Foundation: Maybelline Dream matte mousse in medium 2.5 and maybelline superstay silky in medium 3

Foundation brush: i think its from target, but its really good

Concealer: nope

Powder: i used to use MAC but not anymor

Blusher: if i do RARELY use it its MAC frankly scarlet

Bronzer: egh no

Highlighter: nope

Eyeshadow base: Sometimes ill use NYX pencils but usually not

Eyeshadows: i usually stick wit this 98 palette i have but i venture off to Cover Girl, NYX, MAC, or Maybelline

Eyeliner: Revlon Colorstay liquid liner MY FAVORITE!

Eyelash curler: Revlon

Eyelash base: i dont like them

Mascara: Maybelline is the best, hands down; right now i like The Colossal Volum' express

Lipstick: I dont use "lipstick" but i do use Sephora crayon gloss lipstick pencil in 06

Lipgloss: peppermint candy cane sheer lipgloss, Maybelline Shiny-licious and Victoria's Secret glosses BUT u can never go wrong with carmex as a base; makes it stay longer

Nail Colour: top 5: NYC 223 (RED) Sally hansen 37 (BLUE IT), Sally hansen (Tickle me pink) Rimmel 885 Torrid (burgandy) Sally hansen advance hard as nails

I wana add:

Perfume: My favorite will probably always be juicy couture and victoria secret heavenly

so now it your turn, tag your it!

I TAG: Rickey, Nunu, Rachelle

Survey Survey Survey Time!

Courtesy of Rai

1. are you left handed or right handed?

Right handed; no south paw here

2. whats your middle name?

if you havent guessed it Mercedes

3. how many piercings do you have?

just my ears, streched to a little 2
i need to get my second holes tho
and my belly button re-pierced

4. tattoos?

cali on my arm
flowers on my side/stomach (soon to be a BIG piece goin up my back)
a star on each hip

5. do you read your horoscope?

if i hapn to run across it

6. do you believe in that stuff?

egh, not really

7. can you do a cartwheel?

yezzir

8. do you have bangs?

Yeah but i want them to grrrrrow out

9. do you have contact lenses?

no but i need glasses

10. can you drive?

yes, i think im ok

11. what do you drive?

nothing now

12. Do you drool in your sleep?

if im exhausted or hav a cold

13. do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?

licky licky licky

14. do you keep a journal?

not since i was in elementary

15. what languages do you know?

English and i understand a lot of spanish

16. do you like onions?

yes, especially sauteed

17. do you like cotton candy?

yeah, it makes me happy wen i eat it (thats wat he said) lmao

18. what's your bedtime?

like 1 or 2 am

19. how many pillows do you have?

1 body and 2 regular ones

20. do you like to dance?

yup (git it girrrl)

21. do you like to sing?

its my FAVORITE thing to do

22. do you like to talk on the phone?

no, not at all

23. how many times have you moved houses?

like like 5 or 6

24. do you believe in ghosts?

to some extent

25. is your room messy?

fuuuuuuuu...yeah

26. whats your favorite outfit?

skinny, heels, cute tee
or chucks, skinnys, hoody
or dunks (or j's) shorts, tee

27. are you a morning person?

hell no

28. what do you put on hot dogs and hamburgers

Hot dogs- Ketchup, onions, relish; chili and cheese if i have it
Hamburgers- Ketchup, mayo, lettuce, cheese & tomatoes pickle

29. do you sleep with socks on?

never, i try but i always kick them off

30. are you ticklish?

haha yeah, REALLY, but ill never tell where

31. are you shy?

NO, im not at all

32. whats your favorite feature (on yourself)

my smile (should be it cost 2 grand)

33. what will you name your daughter?

something unique, with a great meaning
not too sure yet

34. son?

something ruggish, but hip

35. where's the farthest place you ever traveled?

only Missouri =[


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