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Hay Hay Hay...ITS MY BIRTHDAY!

sorry havent posted, ugh i swear i never have time
but anyway todays is my 20th bday
i am now vice president of the dub club, with rachelle as president haha
heres a video from corvette diner last nite

Bu bu bu bar-be-que and a wedding

been a minute a LONG minute so i guess ill give u a brief summary of this weekend
no use in goin as far back as a WHOLE week haha:

lets start wit friday
agh summer, your the best
and with summer comes barbecues!
smoke signal ent baaaby-eee
there was way more ppl there but...who wants random ppl they dont know in theyre pics?
maaaaaaaaan fun nite with my ladies
i love these girls to death!
what are your summer plans?




Next was my gorgeous Twins wedding (we were born on the same day)
im SSOOOO happy for her
got herself an airforce man
but shes leaving me and moving to washington so im gona miss her!
but if shes happy than im happy for her
her dress was amazing!

Ouchie

Today was a lovely day
besides the beautiful weather and gettin to sleep in
i went to lunch with my boo than to the mall
bought some new plugs one size up
SUPER CUTE brass knuckle ones
for those who dont know i went 14g, 8g, 2g...
dont ask how cuz it HURT
than came home, cleaned for a minute stretched my ears to a 0
than got a call from my cuzn to go with her to hollister
so back to the mall
than coldstone
and now im relaxin makn getn my bday plans 2gether
3 mor weeks! whoo hoo!

Get 'er Done

WOW this week is flying by!
we've been moving my whole department around at work, so since ive been keepinb busy the days go by so fast!
ive had so much on my mind latetly too
like my birthday (which is in 23 days) and other things
been jogging in the mornings
my legs are SO sore
but i feel great after so cant complain too much
hhmmm lets see wat else...
moms outta town for the weekend
i am SO desperate to get tatted its not even funny
probably on til may the way things are goin but ugh i NEED ink
well thats all for now
ta-ta

“What is drama but life with the dull bits cut out”

To see your drama clearly is to be liberated from it
its better to look back at my mistakes like "yeah, ive done it"
i see The drama as the looking-glass
in which i see the things i must get past
The real object of the drama is the exhibition
of the human character i must show submission
We respond to the drama in that extent to which
it corresponds to our dreamlife, like where it made its switch
from my dream to reality
i dont understand how it can be
so very evidently
and predominately
intertwined in my life like breathing
and eating and sleeping and believing
and keeping hope and faith and in return only receiving
let down and regret
but u can bet
im wiser now and ill no longer b grieving

Aim game

i always rite some off the top ish for my aim status'
its never pre-thought
its always spare of the moment random stuff
sometimes its not even something im feeling
but other times (mostly wen its about a boy) ...im low key feelin it =]

heres some stuff:

funny how easily it is 2 4get
the things that u promise and swear and bet
that you'll never ever do for sake of regret
u say that those things you never will let
happen or become but soon as you've begun
that sentence ur setting ur self up for horrible debt
I said I wood never, no never, no way
I swore that i woodnt, no matter wat they say
and here I am debating
and no one is relating
so now I feel like in the end ill have 2 pay


a thousand things on my mind, I just can't concentrate
im trying so hard to focus, but I simply can't think strate
I can't make a decision cuz everything I must debate
who knows where ill end up if I keep up @ this rate
im trying to keep hope in that lie we know as fate
I dnt know why I rely on something that sounds oh so great
we've all heard if it sounds too good to b true it must be
so if you have a sure fire plan A make a plan B
so here i am wishing id thought this previously

once I saw it I said "I just gota have it"
who knew it wood soon become a habit
now im wishin I just wooda left it alone
cuz now all my progress I have 2 postpone
and now that I have postponed my progression
im starting to go into a recession
I hav a confession,
not feeling "depression"
but wishing to lessen the lessons im learning
cuz I've learned by test and trial
and im not in denial
I realize my stripes I am earning



reality is I try to please all;
truth is I just can't do so
but if I cant let go
than I will ne-ver grow
& in my heart, trust I do know
the process is painful & so slow
seems like I traded it all for sorrow
that's now piercin my heart like an arrow
so ill cry u a river of tear flow
& sing u a sad song wen lifes low
like "doe re me fa so la tee doe"
-me


its fascinating
how one keeps procrastinating
stating they need time 2 breathe
like they suffocating
hyperventilating
not tryna b impatient but im sick of waiting
and debating whether or not to keep it pushin baby
u say u just cant relate
and now your talkn bout fate
and "give it some time 2 run its course"...psh its running late
wat ur saying sounds great
ur makn urself sound imaculate
but im startn 2 c in reality u just aint

If by chance you didnt catch it...

Devin Harris (New York Nets) in the game against the Philadelphia 76ers
47 feet? come on now and RITE on the horn
Luck shot? you decide
either way, that shot was...WOW

Lately

Lately i havent blogged...i know, forgive me
so lets catch up
havent been home (the reason i havent blogged)
lifes goin really good tho; work is...ok
im just tired of ugly guys messing up my work flow by spitn whack game
and the cute ones of course just giv u that smile
AGH like this guy yesterday!...nevermind
ANYWAY saw Madea goes to jail on sunday
it was good, plus i was with an old frend so it was even better
yesterday went to my cuzns house, planned somemore of my bday
shout out to Asong (check her blog she has this really siiiiiic post about this one website)
her kids are the freakn cutest ever!
Steven Jr and Zora
we had fun, especially cuz somehow steven always manages to wear my shoes around the house

Tag, your it

I was Tagged by Rai
so this is what im using RIGHT NOW but it changes occasionally

Shampoo: Garnier Fructis or Mane & Tail

Condtioner: Garnier Fructis or Mane and Tail

Styling products: Not too big on lots of pruducts, mousse and i use garnier fructis sleek and shine anti-humidity smoothing milk and proclaim serum

Shower Gel: Philosophy oatmeal

Body moisturizer: Bath and Body Works .

Deodorant: I like guys deodorant i think it smells sexy but i also use Suave

Fake Tan: haha yeah right

Cleanser: My aunt makes soaps and lotions so i use an oatmeal almond bar she made me

Eye makeup remover: Baby wipes are the best, but i usually just use my face soap

Exfoliator: St. Ives Apricot Scrub but my face bar exfoliates too

Primer: none

Foundation: Maybelline Dream matte mousse in medium 2.5 and maybelline superstay silky in medium 3

Foundation brush: i think its from target, but its really good

Concealer: nope

Powder: i used to use MAC but not anymor

Blusher: if i do RARELY use it its MAC frankly scarlet

Bronzer: egh no

Highlighter: nope

Eyeshadow base: Sometimes ill use NYX pencils but usually not

Eyeshadows: i usually stick wit this 98 palette i have but i venture off to Cover Girl, NYX, MAC, or Maybelline

Eyeliner: Revlon Colorstay liquid liner MY FAVORITE!

Eyelash curler: Revlon

Eyelash base: i dont like them

Mascara: Maybelline is the best, hands down; right now i like The Colossal Volum' express

Lipstick: I dont use "lipstick" but i do use Sephora crayon gloss lipstick pencil in 06

Lipgloss: peppermint candy cane sheer lipgloss, Maybelline Shiny-licious and Victoria's Secret glosses BUT u can never go wrong with carmex as a base; makes it stay longer

Nail Colour: top 5: NYC 223 (RED) Sally hansen 37 (BLUE IT), Sally hansen (Tickle me pink) Rimmel 885 Torrid (burgandy) Sally hansen advance hard as nails

I wana add:

Perfume: My favorite will probably always be juicy couture and victoria secret heavenly

so now it your turn, tag your it!

I TAG: Rickey, Nunu, Rachelle

Survey Survey Survey Time!

Courtesy of Rai

1. are you left handed or right handed?

Right handed; no south paw here

2. whats your middle name?

if you havent guessed it Mercedes

3. how many piercings do you have?

just my ears, streched to a little 2
i need to get my second holes tho
and my belly button re-pierced

4. tattoos?

cali on my arm
flowers on my side/stomach (soon to be a BIG piece goin up my back)
a star on each hip

5. do you read your horoscope?

if i hapn to run across it

6. do you believe in that stuff?

egh, not really

7. can you do a cartwheel?

yezzir

8. do you have bangs?

Yeah but i want them to grrrrrow out

9. do you have contact lenses?

no but i need glasses

10. can you drive?

yes, i think im ok

11. what do you drive?

nothing now

12. Do you drool in your sleep?

if im exhausted or hav a cold

13. do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?

licky licky licky

14. do you keep a journal?

not since i was in elementary

15. what languages do you know?

English and i understand a lot of spanish

16. do you like onions?

yes, especially sauteed

17. do you like cotton candy?

yeah, it makes me happy wen i eat it (thats wat he said) lmao

18. what's your bedtime?

like 1 or 2 am

19. how many pillows do you have?

1 body and 2 regular ones

20. do you like to dance?

yup (git it girrrl)

21. do you like to sing?

its my FAVORITE thing to do

22. do you like to talk on the phone?

no, not at all

23. how many times have you moved houses?

like like 5 or 6

24. do you believe in ghosts?

to some extent

25. is your room messy?

fuuuuuuuu...yeah

26. whats your favorite outfit?

skinny, heels, cute tee
or chucks, skinnys, hoody
or dunks (or j's) shorts, tee

27. are you a morning person?

hell no

28. what do you put on hot dogs and hamburgers

Hot dogs- Ketchup, onions, relish; chili and cheese if i have it
Hamburgers- Ketchup, mayo, lettuce, cheese & tomatoes pickle

29. do you sleep with socks on?

never, i try but i always kick them off

30. are you ticklish?

haha yeah, REALLY, but ill never tell where

31. are you shy?

NO, im not at all

32. whats your favorite feature (on yourself)

my smile (should be it cost 2 grand)

33. what will you name your daughter?

something unique, with a great meaning
not too sure yet

34. son?

something ruggish, but hip

35. where's the farthest place you ever traveled?

only Missouri =[


[ok now you do it]

Studio love

So yesterday was THEE best day eve,r Dispite the rain and the freezing cold weather of course.
Went and recorded in tha studio...it went SO well
only my 2nd time of course
and i duno man i was so happy with the finished product
cant say too much about it but wow, im workin wit sum talent!
first i was nervous, like REALLY, but than i had sum "Hennergy" and i was comfortable and ready to do work
AAGGGHHH im excited =]

M.I.A Baybay

if u havent heard or seen (which im sure you have)
M.I.A had her baby
this is straight from her blog:

T O F A N S F R I E N D S O N F A M I L Y . M Y B A B Y I S H E R E HAPPY VALENTINES!

SUNDAY NITE I CA M E HOME FROM THE GRAMMY'S STILL IN THE MOOD TO PARTY , I COUDA EASILY GONE OUT BUT I WENT HOME INSEAD , LUCKY I DID!! COZ MY EARLY STAGE LABOUR KICKED IN AROUND 2 AM .



MY BABY WAS BORN WEDNESDAY , HE IS HEALTHY , FINE , BEAUTIFUL AND THE MOST AMZING THING EVER ON THIS PLANET, OF COURSE IM HIS MUM!!!

ME AND BABY ARE PUTTING OUR TOUR DATES FOR 2010 TOGETHER
AND MAKING MIX TAPES
AND FIGURING OUT A WAY TO BREAK OUT OF THE HOSPITAL !

HOPEFULLY THE WORLD IS BEEN TICKING ALONG AND I AINT MISSED MUCH!

C U SOON ,

AND MY BABY BOY SAYZ HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

____________________________________________________________

lmao that video rite?
anyway speaking of babies check out my cuzns blog:
http://iloveasong.blogspot.com/

LOVE DAY

Sorry about not postn ina while
been SUPER busy
studio, work, writn music, tryna keep my room clean
haha u know
ANYWAY
Im not big on textn and/or aiming ppl on holidays
but i will give my day late happy love day shout out
so ugh HAPPY VALENTINES DAY (late)
my mommy is so cute
she bought me sum cute stuff i like (top and bottom rite)
and i ugh...bought myself a $300 camera (top left)
and than 2 very nice boys bought me some other shit
for a nice total of bottom left
i swear EVERY SINGLE vday is the same 4 me
no plans til thee LAST minute
well...i cant lie i always noe wat ill end up doin, it just isnt planned til last min
ANYWAY
i wana know wat YOU did
come on tell me the nitty gritty
=]

Seperated?

Wonderful day. ok weather. Studio session today...super excited; nervous as ever tho. Prolly blog about it tomorrow. Vday is coming up, wats ur plans?




A few of the new seperated @ births, what do you think? :

HELP!

I NEED TO MAKE A LLOOONNNGGG PARTY PLAYLIST

SO...WATS YOUR FAVORITE SONGS?

MIA

wow to her outfit
wow that shes preggers
kanyes hair lmao
WOW
i like it tho; the whole performance and wat not
bomb artist but still...
thots anyone?
oh yeah if u havent yet; read my post below

Fast five minute freestlye

so basically i just got home...as in from work yesterday
im tired AND i have to go to work @ 12
i need sleep
prolly wont b posting too much
pretty fukn down and out
but hey mayb its just wat comes with the rain
i need to move and leave everything behind
mayb ill go to live in new york with my cuzn in october,
cuz i dont know if i can...nevermind

sometimes i like to see how much i can write in 5 mins
had my mom time me lol
From my mind off top; my freestyle:

life do u hate me?
u seem to derate me
and make
and break me
than take me
to places that irate me
and than i debate ME
and the reason im here for
and why every closed door
never leads to an open
im hope-in'
that this is a phase to
which i can just pass thru
but your makin it seem
as if i have a dream
that can never ever be-come
re-a-lity ummm
its all just so dazing
your just so amazing
how one day you give me all that i need
the next day u cut out my heart and i bleed
and i cry
and i wonder oh why
oh why me
am i blind, cant you see
im doin all that i know
not to make this pain show
but i can no longer hide it
its too deep inside it
wont go away and wont leave my mind
its so hard to find
peace in my bind
yes i am bound
took all my emotions like pills and i downed
the depression consuming, i feel like ive drowned
ive thot back and rewound
and ive found
theres no source of joy
in no man and no boy
life ive realized that we simply cannot b frends
we cant make amends
we cant play pretends
so from this day forward i give up all ambition
i quit, i surrender, i cease on my mission
i will no longer search for that which i wont find
i will no longer think on, or try to remind
myself of the days wen all was content
those days have come and gone and with them *I* went

Even olympic athletes do it...

Ok I dont know about you, but its about time MJ became legal, just my opinion. I mean seriously EVERYBODY does it, including olympic athletes! Heres the sad story:

Michael Phelps’ day grew lousier by the hour on Thursday.

First he lost a major sponsor, then he got suspended from competition for three months by USA Swimming for the latest fallout from a photo that showed him inhaling from a marijuana pipe.

The sport’s national governing body also cut off its financial support to Phelps for the same three-month period, effective immediately.

“This is not a situation where any anti-doping rule was violated, but we decided to send a strong message to Michael because he disappointed so many people, particularly the hundreds of thousands of USA Swimming member kids who look up to him as a role model and a hero,” the Colorado Springs-based federation said in a statement.

Earlier Thursday, cereal and snack maker Kellogg Co. announced it wouldn’t renew its sponsorship contract with Phelps, saying his behavior is “not consistent with the image of Kellogg.” The swimmer appeared on the company’s cereal boxes after his Olympic triumph.

Geeze man, isnt this a message? MAKE IT LEGAL!
Hes like an american hero people, the mans won 14 gold medals; hes makin history! cut him sum slack, Thats all im saying.

Schmuggled

Illegal Immigrants Found Stuffed Inside Toyota Camry

02-04-2009 6:24 AM (Alpine, CA) -- Eight suspected illegal immigrants who were stuffed inside a Toyota Camry and its trunk are recovering from minor to major injuries after being thrown from the car on Interstate 8 near Alpine. Authorities say they were not being chased by law enforcement for any reason when the car overturned around 9 p.m. i actually noe ppl that have done this (smuggled) $2000 a head, three or four ppl at a time they got caught after bein selfish but they were under 18 so...wasnt as harsh of a punishment its crazy